6.7.15

free now {a photo shoot}

















i am free now,
free to live without my fears.
i believe now,
there's a reason why i'm here

~

emerson was feeling a bit down today, much like me--thankfully for her, lanie saw she wasn't feeling the greatest and took her outside to the garden. turns out emery's got a thing for plants, and that lanie makes a great friend. emerson is now sitting on one of the beds listening to mcr--and can't seem to stop smiling. "today was a good day," she told me. "i feel free now, like everyone else is there for me when i'm feeling low". little does she know that we've always been there for her, and love her very much. :}

idk guys. lately i've felt like i'm just a disappointment to everyone--my friends, my parents, you all--all i wanna do is sit in my room and listen to music. i'd ask if that's bad, but i already know the answer. sorry for venting.

-maddie

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  1. Aww Lanie's so sweet. :}
    Maddie save some perfection for the lesser people suck as me. :P Just kidding. Maybe. XD

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    1. she is a sweetheart--always knows when to go talk to someone, and just how to go about doing so. :3
      jenni if there's a peasant around here it's me, but i mean sure, i'll be sure to watch how much perfection i'm using so there's enough for you. xD

      -maddie

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  2. No no no.
    No no no.
    No no no NO.
    Maddie, you are never a disappointment, least of all now, with all the super amazing material you've been posting. <3
    I love the fourth photo.
    I'm glad em's day turned around.

    - Ellie

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    1. awe, well thank you ellie. <3
      me too, she deserved a nice day. em says thanks, by the way. :}

      -maddie

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  3. I feel like that all the time. Sometimes I feel like no matter how hard I try, I always ruin things. One example is in my riding, it seems as if I'm progressing so slow compared to the other girls at the stables, simply because I can't to anything right! I don't know how you feel similar to that Maddie, everything you do is pure perfection.

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    1. sorry to hear that. :/ i'm sure you're doing just fine, try not to compare yourself to others, all it does is make ya feel worse--i know that for a fact. aw, haha, well thanks tenley--though i'm afraid i'm nothing close to perfection. ;)

      -maddie

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  4. Ah I love these pics! They are fabulous!! Em's top is so cool! Did you make it?! Also Lanie's curls are marvellous!! *.* Try not to feel down! You aren't a disappointment to us! There are heaps of people on the world wide web you love your posts! ;D
    -Lydia
    http://dollyfernfriends.blogspot.co.nz

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    1. thanks so much, lydia. :} yep, i made it. hehe, thank you! awe, thanks. <3

      -maddie

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  5. The disappointment feelings are ok to have, though they are completely foolish. Do you realize that you (and probably Adi) are widely considered the queens of blogging?
    And the other thing is that people are too wrapped up in their own thing to notice if you're being dissapointing or not.

    I think emery just needs a hug now and then.
    And you do too.

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    1. aw, thank you gwen--not so sur about me being a queen of blogging but i sure as heck know that adi is. ;)
      haha, i suppose that is true.

      i do too.

      <3 thanks again, gwen. you always know exactly what to say.

      -maddie

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  6. I absolutely love these photos Maddie. They're definitely some of my favorites. :)

    You're definitely not disappointing anybody, I can promise you that. There's no need to apologize for venting either. Everybody has moments like this and I know that it feels better to just tell somebody what your'e feeling. I'll always be there to listen when you just want to talk about something. :)

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    1. aw, wow, thanks j!

      thanks for the encouraging words, made me feel much better. :} i'm glad to know you're there for me when i feel like ranting/venting/just being maddieful. ;)

      -maddie

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  7. How is it I haven't commented yet? Ugh, I'm so behind in everything…

    Maddie, listen to me: you cannot be a disappointment to anyone even if you tried. I'd tell you you're perfect, but in my opinion "you're perfect" is an insult. So I'll say this: you are amazing, beautiful, unique, insane, and the most imperfect person I've ever met. Well, I haven't actually met you…you know what I mean!
    ~Charlotte

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  8. I love these photos, they're gorgeous.
    Seriously Maddie, I completely get how you feel. I feel that way a lot as well. Just remember there are heaps of wonderful people out there who will support you and love you for who you are.
    <3 Jessi xox

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  9. Love these photos! Models and outfits look stunning and the location is perfect.

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  10. I made up my own lyrics:
    I guess I'm free now.
    Thought I'm free now
    But I guess I'm not
    So you better be shot for the better
    And free
    Orleansagdoll

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